Life as I see it...in my own words!!!

      So I turned 40 this yr right? My children are getting older and I Lstarting thinking more freely. Growing up and getting older I felt my body would always be in great shape right? Without working out everyday, doing what it would take to make sure that I stayed in tip top shape.     With my body and this mess that they call #MS, I always thought thought that everything would be how it was supposed to be. Or at least what I was raised to believe it should have been. Back in the days, I didn't believe in having any kid of work on your body only because I never thought that any procedures were ever possible.       And since I looked it up, only because I wanted to know to see what was possible for me, just in case I felt the need to appease my curiosity, how much a procedure like that would cost and also how long the down time for it it would be.       I was able to see something because there were more options to ...

I have for too long been overly sensitive abt my feelings. People have often too made me feel uncomfortable. I know what some of my issues are. I often am lazy, I often get offended by the words that people say to me. I honestly hide behind the fact that I have Multiple Sclerosis. Apparently that is what happens when you have Mutiple Sclerosis. However I always feel that I can do everything. I never take into account that I can't do everything. My having Multiple Sclerosis let's me know when my body is tired. When I fall or trip that let's me know that I need to slow down. I feel that I can take on the world, without rest. I have struggled with my diagnosis since way before I was diagnosed. I felt lazy, I was so unorganized, I couldn't remember anything. I never expected pity party however; I expected for people to at least be sensitive to my diagnosis. But no they haven't been. I allowed that to upset me, I allowed that to almost break me. However no matter what my...