Life as I see it...in my own words!!!

Am I supposed to feel the same way? *shrugs* You disappear for a few weeks. No calls, no texts, no nothing. This let's me know that we won't be the same as we used to be. Honestly, we we're not the same a few years ago. I tried to play it off as long as I could. I am genuinely happy for you. You got exactly what you wanted. And as much as we talked about it, it didn't include me. It is a sad, sad conclusion that I bring myself to all the time. How can we have a life together bit don't include each other. I always thought that we would but it was never what I dreamed of. I am not happy with how things turned out. We were supposed to include each other when we made plans. I apologize for all of my actions that changed your way of thinking. I can admit I made the first mistake. By choosing the wrong person. So I can't blame you all I can do is accept everything that you do. I feel that there is nowhere for is to go from here. We can start over but how? We are hones...

So here I am again. Trying to figure out how to get everybody to like me. But why do that? You were not put on this earth for everybody to like you and if they don't "Oh well." You weren't designed to have the whole world like you. There isn't a single person out here that has the admiration of all. It's hard but I'm learnin how to just be okay with having a few enemies. I was upset but for what? Who are they? And why are they so important? Smh they not. End of fuckin story!! Everybody didn't like God, even Jesus had people that critiqued him. So I'm not worried. Not a fuckin kid so opinion is mute and void. I will continue to write and post what I want. Be mad but keep it movin!!