Life as I see it...in my own words!!!

I want to remain celibate. I don't wanna be apart of any sexual acts. That won't serve any purpose for me. I am not in the mood for sex or any sexual acts for that matter. I can't find a guy who wants to be in a relationship with a woman who isn't giving up sex. Most guys are ready for anything. They are so ready to eat yo ass. Licking the booty hole, the coochie and all. Then are ready to kiss you straight in the mouth. I know that I am clean but seriously why would a guy be so ready to do all of that and he doesn't really know you? That is the way of the world. It is annoying and very irritating. I have to get back to being on my #TeamGod #TeamCelibate journey. I know that the good Lord has someone out here for me. I just have to be patient.

Just sitting here thinkng about my life and how my life has changed. I am learning how to not regret nothing that I do. I am learning how to just live. I was always a people pleaser, I always wanted to make sure that everybody was happy, at least with my decisions. I have had to learn that everybody isn't goin to always be happy with me. I have come to terms with that. I used to always wonder why some people didn't like me but why should I care? That is that their problem not mine. I am in a different space in my life now and I just really don't care how others feel now. Well not as much as I used to. I am me. Love it or hate it. However I am loving the space that I am in. I live for me and me only.