Bruised but not broken

I have for too long been overly sensitive abt my feelings. People have often too made me feel uncomfortable. I know what some of my issues are. I often am lazy, I often get offended by the words that people say to me. I honestly hide behind the fact that I have Multiple Sclerosis. Apparently that is what happens when you have Mutiple Sclerosis. However I always feel that I can do everything. I never take into account that I can't do everything. My having Multiple Sclerosis let's me know when my body is tired. When I fall or trip that let's me know that I need to slow down. I feel that I can take on the world, without rest. I have struggled with my diagnosis since way before I was diagnosed. I felt lazy, I was so unorganized, I couldn't remember anything. I never expected pity party however; I expected for people to at least be sensitive to my diagnosis. But no they haven't been. I allowed that to upset me, I allowed that to almost break me. However no matter what my feelings are, no matter how bad I feel I always pick myself back up and come out stronger than ever. God always shows out and blesses me with more than feel I deserve. He knows what I need more than I know. So when people treat me like they don't care God always gives me more people that me show me that they love me. These people that care, love me. And I can't ask more than that. I'm learning to wipe my tears and quit feeling upset that people don't care as much as I want them to. Fuck it, it's life and I gotta let that simple shit go. ����

'Bruised but Not Broken' by Sheryl Underwood #Pow…: http://youtu.be/OKPBMSouOgI