Life as I see it...in my own words!!!

      So I turned 40 this yr right? My children are getting older and I Lstarting thinking more freely. Growing up and getting older I felt my body would always be in great shape right? Without working out everyday, doing what it would take to make sure that I stayed in tip top shape.     With my body and this mess that they call #MS, I always thought thought that everything would be how it was supposed to be. Or at least what I was raised to believe it should have been. Back in the days, I didn't believe in having any kid of work on your body only because I never thought that any procedures were ever possible.       And since I looked it up, only because I wanted to know to see what was possible for me, just in case I felt the need to appease my curiosity, how much a procedure like that would cost and also how long the down time for it it would be.       I was able to see something because there were more options to ...

My life I have always had a certain likeness for very attractive men. I am a sucker for a beautiful smile and a great body. One of my very favorite crushes since I first laid eyes on him is Mr Tremaine Aldon Neverson aka Trey Songz. The very first time I saw him was in a video and I couldn't believe it when I saw him. I said to myself "Damn he is fine!!" He was a cutie but young looking to me, I knew he was younger than I was because he had a baby face and he had a slight build. He had an amazing voice and hook, line and sinker I was a fan. Of course was always other singers and groups but he always stood out to me. My life was always so busy and I always had so much going on in my life being a mother, raising a family and all. That keeping tabs on Trey totally slipped my mind. But then I was watching BET and a video came on. I believe it was "Wonder Woman". I said to myself I really gotta let myself get back familiar with this guy here.  I love me a brown or c...