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Losing my grip

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      I am such a mom,  I always want things to be my way . But more importantly I want things to be right. Well at least in my eyes right? So last year was a year that my life changed dramatically. I had unnecessary people and moments prying to see what my next moves wld be, just to pry and not to assist me in any way. I had to pick myself up and continue on with my life without missing a beat. Life always gives you unexpected moments and blessings everyday. It is up to you for you to continue your own happiness and for you to keep your own smile on your face while staying happy.       Life begins to change everyday for you. What exactly can you do? Get a grip and hang on for the ride. Life changes everyday. What exactly can you do? You do what you need to do and keep it moving

How?

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How can you feel the way that you feel? Can you not see the hurt that you put out? Can you not see the hurt that you dish out? How is it so easy to maneuver through life so carelessly. Been this way for a min, I am not heartless, I just use my heart less now. I smile because I am happy with me. Learning how to take my cuts and scraps because that is the way that is the way life happens for me. No more bein sad for something that will never happen for me. And just being happy with myself is more satisfying than me attempting to be somebody or someone that I'm not. My real life me is so much better.  I had fo get to a place where I don't care if anyone else loved me. There are times that people attempt to throw me off so that I don't fully love me but I have to just brush that shit off but I love the person that I have became. Life is life and love is love.