Life as I see it...in my own words!!!

Life as I see it...in my own words!!!: Timbaland - Say Something ft. Drake : "i luv this video for so many reasons. I have said those words so many times in my newest relationship because thats how I feel. I am a eotio..."

I am so sick and tired of people worrying about my business. The only way that I feel comfortable is if I write. Writing is almost like breathing to me; but I have to feel it. If the words come to me I write. Imlearning to make sure I write more in instead of me writing when I can. I almost got up in the middle of the night to just write down my thought instead of me doing my usual just looking at my notebook. I have a laptop, but dont know where it is. It was sent to me via my best friend but she left in in her cousins trunk and I never saw it. Gotta remeber to ask her where it is located. I got it from a dear friend of mine who means more to me than more people know. This has been a very adventurous year for me. Im writing a book about my life and all that I go through, and have been through in my life. This one year has been so significant to me and I am often at a loss for words because of it. I started off my year by moving to Indiana by way of Lafayette with a dear friend of mine...

LOVE THIS SONG FOR OBVIOUS REASONS. JUS LISTEN TO THE LYRICS!!! BUT IM OVER THAT NOW. NOBODY UNDERSTOOD WHAT THIS SONG MEANT TO ME, AND THAT IS WHY IT IS ONE OF MY PERSONAL FAVORITES!!!

This was the first of many songs that described how hurt I was by him treating me the way that he did. Listen to these lyrics to this song. Music is the soundtrack of my life, I live by the words and the melodies of great songs.

THIS SONG ALWAYS REMINDS ME OF MY FIRST LOVE I ALMOST ALWAYS STILL CRY WHILE WATCHN THIS THEN GET DEPRESSED BUT I HAD TO GET BACK INTO MY REGULAR MOOD BEFORE I SHEDDED A TEAR.

i luv this video for so many reasons. I have said those words so many times in my newest relationship because thats how I feel. I am a eotional rollercoaster at times. I jus love being in love but me I am a vocal person very open sometimes but some people cant be as open so I jus learn to deal with that. But if you dont say somethin things can go wrong.

i am so tired of being mad about petty childish mess. some people just can not being grown ups and i am tired. just let me live my life dang.

So I have been here back in Detroit since July 3rd. It is great to be home and I am happy because I don't feel the stress that I felt in Indy. But people made me realize why I left quickly. I promised myself that this time while I am here I will continue to do what makes me happy. I am learning to deal with the fact that I have multiple sclerosis and I recently had to start injections that I do 3 times a week. It is OK I guess I just have to deal with giving myself injections. It seemed weird at first because when the training nurse came to show me how to do them I had to keep myself from laughing; not really because it was funny but; because that is how I deal with being uncomfortable I laugh. Which is embarrassing but that is how I deal with things. I am trying to go to school so that I can take a quick CNA class. I really want to be in the health care profession so I have to start somewhere. I have a problem with being on my feet because mostly my leg aches uncontrollably so tha...

Wow this is such a big deal for me. I have been on vacation since my mother came to my house and took my kids for the summer. It was actually time that I needed away from everybody. When they left I almost didn't know how to act. the first 2 nights I sat alone in my apartment wondering what I should do. I realize that "Hey they are gone for the summer." "Things should be really easy for me." But truthfully I was just plain homesick. I was glad that I had stepped out of my boring little box and moved from my hometown Detroit, Michigan to Indiana. First to Lafayette, Indiana in which I stayed with one my oldest dearest friends. I was supposed to move there find me an apartment, find me a job, and go to school. Things didn't turn out the way that they were supposed to. It was just hard all the way around, and I ended up staying at her place for 2 months, which put a damper on the relationship that I had with my friend. I was annoyed so I moved to Indy with my b...