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Shit got deep quick

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          For as long as I can remember I was under a certain impression that ppl wanted to be helpful to me because they were just really good ppl. That was so not the case, who wld've known that they were devils in disguise? The ppl that I thought were in my corner were actually ppl who had their own agendas. Initially it was all love until I guess they wanted to stop helping me. Oh well, I had to learn that everybody isn't really your friend. Not everybody means you any good.

Being closer to more ppl like me

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     Recently, I had finally joined an MS support group on FB. I had never done anything like this right but I was looking for more support among my peers. And in an instant, I flourished. Once I had gotten here I felt as if I had truly belong. I begin to ask questions initially, just to see if any one else had bn going throu the same issues as I had. I loved the overwhelming responses that I had bn getting from everyone. For the longest time, I didn't feel that I belonged anywhere bc I cldntn't hear my own voices over the loud chatter from others. I had to stop walking quietly, plant my feel on the ground and take big steps.      Initially I was concerned as I was unsure of my steps and what my thoughts wld produce but; as I continue to move, I began to be more assured of what I was doin. Life began to look more positive.    Sure the situation looked bleak at times however; you can't stop and allow other situations to clutter your min...