Life as I see it...in my own words!!!

Recently, the father of one of my kids passed away. He left this earth a few days ago. I am beyond . Not only for her; for myself as well. I'm hurt for myself. This is the 2nd man that fathered a child of mine that has left this earth. Not as a fault of mine but he has left this earth unexpectly just as the other one has. There is a sickening spot at the pit of my stomach that hurts. It is hard to be able function properly and throughly. We were not the best of friends however we were not mortal enemies. I just feel empty and incomplete. What am I supposed to do? How am I supposed to feel? All I know is that I am mourning the loss of a guy who wasn't perfect. I was so angry with him about our daughter who is 14 yrs old and who is growing up quickly. In being angry  with him about being a better parent to our daughter; something caught my attention. It said "Be kind, everybody is fighting a battle that others have no idea about" And with that being said, that made me ...

I don't like drama, I despise it. Often people create drama just  to get attention. People like to go through the motions because they are not getting enough attention. However you don't have to do anything, always simply be the kinda  person that you can respect. You have to make sure you never ever get those kinda people any attention. It is often easier said than done. You just have to remember to not give the irrelevant people no attention. You can not allow them to thrive off of any kinda nonsense. They simply aren't worth the drama. It's like they are leeches, trying to suck all of the blood out of someone, trying to suck the life and energy of of a person or a situation. The BS does not need to be tolerated.