Life as I see it...in my own words!!!

Sitting here watching "A Bronx Tale"  and watching this movie a valid point is raised. The young guy wanted tips on how to get this young beautiful black girl. He was asking how would he know if the young black girl would be a great girl to like. His friend told him to know if the girl was a good girl, he should take her on the freeway,  ride next to a trucker and get his attention and get her to bow her head as if she was giving head, if she did that would mean couldn't be trusted. The older man told the young man not to listen to the young guy.  He opted not to listen to his young friend. After he picked up the young black girl he put her to the test. As she stepped in and sat down she reached over a lifted the lock on the driver side. The young guy was happy that the young girl passed the test.

I can't live in the past where I thought my family life was perfect. No longer do I see my family as the loving type. All I see is people who want to use and abuse you. Tonight June 7, 2015 my mother wanted to go  through a lot of bull crap. I was fed up with always playing nice. The way my mother is set up she will still use and abuse you. Fuck anybody up with no second thoughts about hurting anyone. I'm sick of fighting her; my whole point is why fight. Being a parent isn't a reason to fight kids when you disagree. It isn't ever necessary to go through any of the bull. I had to laugh her off when she said that I couldn't handle her. May or maybe not but is that really where she goes with that? No one is afraid of her any more, we aren't children anymore. We have our own children but we can't expect her to be the best role model for the kids. We had already discussed the fact that the kitchen was slightly messy and I would clean it up. My sister came out of...