My life at 40, starting over

      So I turned 40 this yr right? My children are getting older and I
Lstarting thinking more freely. Growing up and getting older I felt my body would always be in great shape right? Without working out everyday, doing what it would take to make sure that I stayed in tip top shape.



    With my body and this mess that they call #MS, I always thought thought that everything would be how it was supposed to be. Or at least what I was raised to believe it should have been. Back in the days, I didn't believe in having any kid of work on your body only because I never thought that any procedures were ever possible.



      And since I looked it up, only because I wanted to know to see what was possible for me, just in case I felt the need to appease my curiosity, how much a procedure like that would cost and also how long the down time for it it would be.


      I was able to see something because there were more options to choose from that what I expected. So yes there is a cost for beauty. When you are younger sometimes you never really realize how good you have it. I can definitely say that and understand now how good life was when I never truly understood how well I needed to take care of the vessel of my that I call my body.


      I am still beautiful, retaining somewhat of a youthful appearance right now. Still kinda have a slim stature even after birthing children. My grandmother was very beautiful, and still had a body that remained unfazed by birthing  8 children. She was still able to wear a tube top without any issues, no stretch marks at all, not one. I always admired any woman who birthed multiple children and who could not fazed by any mark left by birthing a child.


      I have some work to do on me, it may cost a pretty penny but; if I really want the youthfulness back, I gotta work hard for it, that is if I really want it.