Why I write

I write because I hurt. I write to get all of this hurt out my heart. Sometimes I cry, sometimes I can't. I just need to get to have a voice. Sometimes the sadness creeps in and I want to cry but I can't. I try my best to control my emotions and it is hard. Sometimes all I can do is cry. Is that wrong to lose all self control? Is it bad to not be able to hold the sadness inside? Is it bad to verbalize it? Maybe maybe, I don't know yet. I will have to get back to you on that after I 'm done with my tears and giving myself a hug.

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